ok. i know i havent posted much. and i havent done much here. aha only reason i got into this stuff was cuz of my old friend Gabriel or BeastBx or Halan or Kurami. aha. idk why he got a whole bunch of new ones but still i guess cuz he's kool like that. &i know i dont have many friends on here cuz they were all mostly his too &my friends never really got how to use this either so they dont use this at all. But if you are reading this...Can you please let me know what happened to Gabriel/BeastBx or watever? cuz i miss him. He was my best friend. and i dont know what happened to him. i know it sounds ridiculous but yeah. I know he lost internet for awhile back in like 07' ish? but after that dunzo. i knew him in real life too. But then all of a sudden he was disappearing. He left. Without a word or a goodbye or a reason why. I dont understand. I've called him a million times. &I went to his house once but they say of he's not here riight now. But whenever they say that everything sounds fishy. Like their hiding something...cuz apparently he doesnt want to keep in touch with his best friend for some reason...Just a thought. I thought maybe just maybe I could get to his through this...but sometimes it seems like i'll never see him again because he hasnt been in contact with me or any of his old friends. &its been about 3years. I just dont get it. I know its been 3 years, get over it. but you know what i cant. because he just meant so much to me. crap. its crazy. aha. cuz he made such an incredible impact on my life while he was with me physically and not. I feel stupid but i dont want to lose hope ya know... I hope I get to you someday . . .